But now, when I seriously should work on other stuff (because I have a deadline on friday) I remembered it again. Convenient you say? Oh yes.
I have an oral exam on the 19th of December. How lucky I feel. I have one of the latest exam dates before Christmas, whoopdidoo. Right now I'm working on a hand in that's due on friday. And it's going amazingly slow. I chose to write about the importance of relations between a teacher and his students, but it's so fucking boring! At the beginning I thought it was ok, since we've been out on practice and everything, it's easy then, to see the theory. But when you have to bind the practice up to the theory, it's not that easy anymore. And to remember all the damned names of the theoretic's! I'M LOSING MY MIND! I'm pretty sure of it. And I'm pretty sure you are as well, now that you're reading this. Poor unfortunate soul.
I've been in a foul mood all week. No idea why, I just am. I barely eat, today I've been good though, forced some dinner down a couple of hours ago. And it's not really because I don't want to eat, it's just... When I'm starting to make the food, I loose all my hunger. I'm not hungry at all. And it's weird. I have worked quite a lot, and it's making me grumpy since all I'm doing these days are eat (or not), sleep (barely), study/being on school and work. Poor excuse of a life if you ask me.
I hate to whine. Seriously despise it, but today I've been in a whining mood since I got home from school. I know I have to finish the damned text, but I can't find it in my will to do so. Whenever did I decide to become a teacher anyways?
He could act lessons out for us, since that is what every teacher in my school is ranting on about. To make every hour special. I agree with this of course, and he would be the perfect man for the job.
With quote's like these he would be listened too and appreciated. Maybe not with the "drop out of school" part by the principal, but I agree.
Dressing up would be fun
And he would have been the most awesome music teacher, don't you think?
I can feel my mood lifting by the minute.
Besides this I have no money at all. Actually, that's a lie. I have about 5 kroner (Norwegian), and that doesn't help me at all. I have food though, just not the things I want, apparently.
Can't wait to get home for Christmas, do you look forwards to it?
Sincerely, M





















































